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I'm going to write this post in english..Sorry for all my wrong grammar,vocab etc because im not too good writing in english.Bismillah

Assalamualaikum,
hey guys. whats up? i hope you guys are doing great..like me.even i'm having a hard and tough days this week, i still can smile and do something to release my stress. okayy stop babbling and straight to the point i just feel like to write this post in english since i went to english class last two month so i want to test my english..even i'm not too good in english but i'm trying to improve it. i feel so funny because during school time, the most thing i hate to do about english is 'writing an essay' . so no wonder my english is very bad.teheeee

 i still don't know what should i put as the title of this post.maybe this is about my charater,personality etc . as we know, each people have a different character and personality. this is about my personality or it is like my habit..i love staring at people..sometimes comparing myself with them.looking at their dress up like look up to what they wear.. which fon they are using.is it branded or locals. i love to do it

Sometimes i am questioning to myself 'can i wear those branded thing? can i wear prada handbag? can i wear guess watch? can i wear other expensive and luxurious things?' YES i f you met billionaire..ahahhah just joking i mean YES u can if you work hard to achieve what you want...you can wear all those things..BUT with your own saving NOT your parent's...my dad is not that rich to buy me all those things

i always looked at the people around me like my friends or my acquitance . they looked very matured with their own styles..i feel like i am the one who still be the 'kampung girl' cause i dont know much about fashion,i did not go shopping often. sometimes wear the same clothes all the time when hanging around with my firends because i feel comfortable with it and i keep looking around.. i am not that materialistic. i love to stare at people because when i do it i can learn about fashion, i can know the latest fashion, the trends etc and i wish i can be stylo like them too and not too be the "kampung girl anymore'.

but the question that suddenly popped up in my mind is can i be like them? seriously can i? YES i can if i am willing to..i am trying to improve my lifestyle now,.because if you do it by yourself,you will feel the satisfaction.since i am 20 this year i need to show my maturdity,my self-confident so people will respect me more as i am..if not they will judge me

actually i dont mind if people want to judge,.be who i am is not hard . because i use all my effort to get things what i want without relying it on my parents.i dont want to burden them .

BUT we (muslim's woman) must be aware of those kind of fashion...instead of it we need to take care of our aurah. even when it comes about fashion.we need to beware if the fashion doesnt showed our aurah..we need to cover our chest when wearing hijab and cover our neck..besides that we should cover our arm by wearing long sleeves shirt/blouse . if you wear the short sleeves ,you should wear inner or handsocks inside.

okay. i will end my mixed-confused post now..haha i also dont know what i am talking about.just want to post something since i am not updating my blog for a week due to my internet bill had not paid yet . i am so sorry for the inconvinient when you read my blog or my words are too annoying and any wrong spelling or vocab..as i mentioned, i am not too good in english. phewww okayy. goodbye guys.till we meet again.. see ya !

love xoxo,