Assalamualaikum,hi..its been a long time i have not updating my blog.. As usual life as a university student is quite tough and difficult actually till i dont have time to update my blog and wifi here is sucks..luckily my rommate bought a broadband so we shared it and tadaaaaaaa a bored-long-not-interested story is here.. wahhhh kelas haku update dalam english...im sorrryyyy for my broken english or im using manglish bc im trying to improve my english okay the post is about my life as a hardcore kpop fans.. hope you enjoyed
im being a kpop fans since 2008..and im not really into it at that time,im not a hardcore and obsessed abt it.. im being a hardcore early in this year since i finished my stpm and waiting to get into university.. and wowwww this kpop really give a huge impact on me.. since i have typical malaysians on my twitter that really hate kpop so i decided to create a new account on twitter just for kpop and fangirling.. and guess what i manage to get a lot of new friends when i realized i cant make friends like tht in my real life.. and all my friends are from around the world like philipines,vietname,indonesia, and malaysia itself... even majority of my friends are from malaysia itself,indonesia and philipines.. we can make friends easily on twitter because we have the same interest about this kpop things.. we being a reallllllyyyyyy good friends even we never met in real life.. that was a good way to socialize with people around the world
an another impact is..my english is really reallyyyy baddd..but its a miracle i can write this in english..yeah thanks to kpop and myself to improve my english..since i created new account on kpop.. 90% of my tweets are in english actually but please dont misunderstood about this i dont want to show-off or stuff.. i just want to tell u that this left a huge impact in my life..since my friends are from all over the world.we need to used english besides its the only language that we can use.. even i have friends from malaysia we still using english to talk or joking..we rarely using malay .. and their english is no joke..realllyyy good than me even most of them are younger than me.. i feel like ahjummaaa (aunty) right now bc all of my friends are younger than me... this is not a joke of the year okay this is the reality,.and most of them mistook about my age,,they thought im 15y.o and something like that omg i feel so young wkakakakaka..even i cant speak english fluently at least i can write better in english..
please people dont misunderstood about this kpop when u said kpop is plastic,fake etc.. please think out of the box and pls dont relate this with religion..kpop is wayyyyy cannot be related with religion. somehow im embarassing with malaysians kpop haters..they keep insuting kpop fans like we commit sins till one of my friend from philipines ask me this question 'why people in your country being so mainstream abt kpop? should we respect each other? why they really hate kpop?'and im speechless i dont know how to answered it..this is sooo embarassing cuz we have shown the bad side of our country,the bad side of malaysian people tht well-known as people that have a really good manners and very polite
but still this kpop really shine my day..okay but please lets get out from religion perspective,,please put it aside..lets talk about this out of religion perspective... for what i mean is this kpop thing make me realised that instead of we love their music and artist..we also can know abt their culture and no joke korea have a lot of beautiful place like we can see they really take a good care of their place..how convenient their public transport.. even im saying like korea have a good side they also have a bad side which i dont know what is it..my everyday life would be dull if i dont have this kpop thingy..my obsession is like i prefer to stay at home rather going out wasting money,time.. i would rather saving my credits and i reallly have a good relationship with my wifi.. if u want me to stay quiet just give me a phone that connect with wifi..its more thn enough for not disturbing you haha..
from my observation teenagers nowadays love to write about lovey-dovey things on their fb or twitter and make a fake drama about their life .its just to get attention from my people..i dont know why they should behave like this while they can have a better life..im so sick with this actually its kinda annoying for me. to be very honest im so busy with kpop till i dont have time to have a crush or boyfriend ...actually it was me who are not pretty and attractive for a guy to see me.yeahh imma fabb potatoe who cares right.. you know what, sometimes im being crazy if my bias filming an mv with another girl ,touch their hands or hugged tht girl but its a normal thing that happen to fangirl.. for me kpop bring me happiness yeahh they release my stress if im having some difficulties with life or ppl just act like a shit infront of me
but sometime people always say this 'wey why you being so obsessed with kpop haa?why u being a crazy girl because of that guy touching other girl?are u insane like he doesnt even know you,he doesnt even know ur existence in this world. stop being like this lah wey?' this kind of person need a cactus tree to be shoved on their head. yeah he doesnt know me at all. but he always cheer me..even he doesnt know me ,he wont give me hope like people who know me,know tht i hve feelings towards them but they give me hope and suddenly they left me hanging and cofused,playing with my heart like im their puppet..hurting me like i dont deserve to be a happy.. thts why i prefer to love someone who doesnt even fcking know me so he wont do a shit things to me
this what i found on my tumblr how i wish i can write well like her .. credit to her
" The reason why I call myself a kpopper is really deeper than a non-kpopper can imagine. This is to all people out there who are trying to understand why someone would like kpop music. Being in this kpop world means a lot to us. I will talk from my point of view but I am pretty sure that many kpoppers think like me. First of all I am not just a fan because I like how idols look I appreciate their talent and how hard-working they are. Yes, there are rainbow-like hairs with crazy hairstyles, colorful clothes, make-up on males but behind all that there are amazing melodies, lyrics that just touch your heart. All kpop songs that I listen to are different from each other and they just stuck in your head for so long and you love that song more and more with each listening. Every idol has a story that shares with us and shows us that indeed life is hard but not that hard that you cannot make your dreams come true. What I learned from kpop is that you should put all your heart in something and sweat and work 24/7 to get where you want to be and that is the reality. Kpop industry doesn’t make idols for a day like Justing Beiber for example [no hating] but it is true some of them train for years in order to debut. Kpop is not only music because idols are multifunctional they do dramas,varieties and that’s like a candy treat for a fan because you laugh and you have fun. Last but not least being in a kpop fandom is like being with family. We fight between fandoms just like family members do but when we come together we are strong and powerful. We care for each other, we interact with each other worldwide and we help each other. Once you come in this world there is no coming back. We don’t care that is is in Korean not in English because our thinking is different."
okay thats all from me i know im talking crap since i dont know whhat should i post actually..everything that happen in this world have their pros and conts so dont simply judge something if you are really dont know about it.. try to respect others and be positive insyaAllah people will respect you back and Allah will ease your life.. the purpose of living isnt to harm people by doing sins or judging people..its about to get blessed and praised from Allah..
sorryy la macam merapu dan caca marba sikit i mean i messed up my post and my writing is reallly really sucks
my 12 derp gheiiiiii EXO
my bias. PARK CHANYEOL peace yawwww
if you think that kpop artist was choosed based on their appearance please think twice after u see this pic..
i also dont have any idea why i stan them but one thing tht i know i love them because of their ugly and stupid side lol
kbye
love xoxo,
